This is a spoken word poem which is technically written to be spoken and heard rather than read.
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It Was Almost Enough To Make Me Stop Believing. by Liz Dyer
ALL the proclamations.
I had taken the bait
Walked through the narrow gate
Learned what to hate
Was certain of my eternal fate.
I could spew the roman road, so proud, so bold, part of the fold, and believed what I was told.
I’m in – you’re out – no doubt what I’m talking about
I know – I’m right – I’m the one walking in the light
You lose – I win – come on, I’ll point out your sin.
Prostituting every opportunity
Wanting to be the supermajority
Working to oppress homosexuality
Don’t forget about being offended by profanity.
Let’s hang out in our Christian bubble
Let’s try to stay out of trouble
Don’t wander away from the holy huddle.
Forget about conversation – debate for domination – practice your presentation – and talk about eternal damnation.
Pick a verse to justify being chauvinistic
Deny it when they say you are legalistic
Preach a gospel that is individualistic
Forget that it seems a little imperialistic.
Don’t question the authority, know what’s a priority, don’t worry about the minority, that’s our expository.
The Christianization – the dehumanization
The demonstration – the incorporation
Made ME start to question.
What about the brotherly love? The justice that was spoken of ?
The one we were in awe of? The mercy they talked of?
Didn’t they get the memoranda that we were supposed to love with no agenda?
Didn’t they notice the lack of transformation? The absence of civil conversation?
Weren’t we supposed to be known by our fruits instead of by our refutes?
Weren’t we supposed to make the world a better place full of love and hope and grace?
Where was the creativity? The spirit of generosity? The chance for serendipity?
Thank God I broke free!
Cause it was almost enough to make me stop believing.
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My name is Liz and I am a follower of Jesus Christ who lives in Texas (Dallas/Fort Worth area). I am married and have two sons. I enjoy reading, blogging, listening to music, going to movies, the emergent conversation, traveling and hanging out with friends and family. I blog at Grace Rules (http://gracerules.wordpress.com/ ). I named my blog Grace Rules because although I have a history of letting things like rules, regulations, law, convictions, and stuff like that rule my life, I am determined to become a woman who is ruled by grace and love.